Time for change????

I LOVE scrapbooking, probably one of my all time favorite things to do.  Sadly, lately I rarely get the opportunity to sit down and create away.  I have been an Independent Consultant with Close To My Heart since October 2009, and after almost 4 years I am considering hanging up my Consultant apron and pursuing scrapbooking and card making as a hobby instead of a "job".  I find myself juggling work, family, and free-time more and more, in addition to struggling to establish a good, reliable, steady customer base for my Close To My Heart products.  Which is sad.  It's such a great company with so many fun and unique products.  I guess that I will have to do a lot of hard thinking and soul searching in the next couple weeks and see were this journey will take me.